Jun 11, 2006 21:11
if i could only beguin to grasp whats going on in my head. things are so crazy right now. and i just cant get the words outta my mouth. i just cant. god im such i pussy. this is something i want more than ive ever wanted anything in my life. and its happening. i cant change my mind. theres not turning back.
i heard this on the radio. its crazy how just some random song on the radio can match that emotion ur going through at that very moment. i swear i think satellites have souls
**This could be my chance to break out
This could be my chance to say goodbye
At last it's finally over
Couldn't take this town much longer
Being half dead wasn't what I planned to be
Now I'm ready to be free**....
never be afraid to leave. beacuse when u leave the only things that matter are the things that come back to you. i have the worst feeling in my stomach. and im scared shitless. but ready. to leave.<3