alone in a crowded room

Apr 26, 2008 12:15

Last night I went to a friends party, I knew everyone there for the most part, you know said my heys and how are yous. But I had this feeling if I wasn't there no one would have noticed. Not that everything needs to be about me at all I just been feeling a little felt out and not sure where to "place" myself.

Lani and I were going to SF at the end of next month but for one reason or another that is a no good and she wants to go to vegas. As does Crys... Do I want to go to vegas twice this year?!

I think I will go it alone to SF just to get some space figure out who I want to wait for?! If I am waiting for the right person, what is stopping me from moving on>?! Last night I was told have I am so storng, I've told this before and I believe I am way stronger then you think I am.

I love him, but where is he.

Why do I think I need him anyway, I don't I do awesome on my own. Oh thats right he is my best friend I have sooo much fun just being around him. How is it that someone so great can't see it in himself.
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