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well...where do i begin? i was told that i have a week to find a job or i have to move out of nicks house...plus i was supposed to go to north carolina with heather and james...so i decided to talk to my mom and i think im gonna go to north carolina and when i get back im gonna stay at my moms until i get a job...soooo...this is going to be weird not liveing with nick...he has been next to me every morning for the past year and now he wont be...im not really to sure how this is gonna work...but as soon as i get a job we will prolly go get an apartment together but we shall see...im just afraid that if i move out we will slowly grow apart and i dont want to lose him...he is probably one of the best things that has ever happened to me...it isnt that i dont trust him...i dont trust his friend kyle...i know kyle hates me and the fact that nick is with me and he will do anything in his power to get nick to "forget" about me. i just dont knwo what to do....my life is at a standstill...nothing is happening...i am going nowhere...i dont have that great of a social life cuz i cant call anyone or go see anyone without a car...i think im going mad sitting in the basement by myself all day while nick is at work...something has changed in my head...im not quite sure though...ummm...no more to say...just needed to vent a lil bit.