Ahem---a poem for someone new
Ahem...
by Cristal A. Pinnix
Sent messages
Drawn images
Looked far and wide for you
Unreturned phone calls
Unanswered posts and emails too.
Maybe I'm being a wee over dramatic.
Or maybe its because I miss our conversation.
You said that you care for me and I the same for you.
It was the start of something brand new.
The dinners. The movies, and even the music.
Did they mean nothing?
I opened myself up to you told things I had never told anyone before.
Shared the same nervousness with you.
I wanted to take your hand in mine to show I cared.
Kiss you. Hug you.
You ran.
Do you really care for me or did you just tell me what I wanted to hear?
I'm not angry in the least, just more confused than ever.
What did I do wrong? You tell me.
I saw you online today-- tried to reach out and make contact
But then you disappeared.
Sorta shattered my good mood.
But my other friends made laugh again.
I'm not good enough for you.
Maybe its some point of truth.
Or maybe I'm just looking way to much into it.
Maybe I'm too mature for you...reminds me of something or someone I tried before.
The truth is I miss you and haven't heard from you in days.
I even asked for two days off from work in the hopes that we could spend some time together.
In the end I hope that you are doing well.
Living the life that you want to live.
Enjoying your friends.
I'll enjoy mine.
Tonight I realized I have no time to sit around and wait for you.
The door is still open for you
but I'm going to let you come to me.
Trapped in your own little world,
You may not realize that this about you
And you may never initiate the conversation
Or even ask me out a date,
but the one thing I do know is that I put forth
a hundred and ten percent, and you... well I don't know...
how do you think you did?
by Cristal A. Pinnix
Sent messages
Drawn images
Looked far and wide for you
Unreturned phone calls
Unanswered posts and emails too.
Maybe I'm being a wee over dramatic.
Or maybe its because I miss our conversation.
You said that you care for me and I the same for you.
It was the start of something brand new.
The dinners. The movies, and even the music.
Did they mean nothing?
I opened myself up to you told things I had never told anyone before.
Shared the same nervousness with you.
I wanted to take your hand in mine to show I cared.
Kiss you. Hug you.
You ran.
Do you really care for me or did you just tell me what I wanted to hear?
I'm not angry in the least, just more confused than ever.
What did I do wrong? You tell me.
I saw you online today-- tried to reach out and make contact
But then you disappeared.
Sorta shattered my good mood.
But my other friends made laugh again.
I'm not good enough for you.
Maybe its some point of truth.
Or maybe I'm just looking way to much into it.
Maybe I'm too mature for you...reminds me of something or someone I tried before.
The truth is I miss you and haven't heard from you in days.
I even asked for two days off from work in the hopes that we could spend some time together.
In the end I hope that you are doing well.
Living the life that you want to live.
Enjoying your friends.
I'll enjoy mine.
Tonight I realized I have no time to sit around and wait for you.
The door is still open for you
but I'm going to let you come to me.
Trapped in your own little world,
You may not realize that this about you
And you may never initiate the conversation
Or even ask me out a date,
but the one thing I do know is that I put forth
a hundred and ten percent, and you... well I don't know...
how do you think you did?