Evening
Hey so today was a day from hell, yea I fucked up so many checks at work and I can't see Brian. And now I am listening to some country music and I get all depressed over it but I love it so much. Country has so much meaning behind it the words are so true, ya know? I miss my mom so much I wish I could see her one last time so I can tell her all about me and what's going on with my life and get her advise. I love you mom!!! So yea I was suppost to go out this weekend with Tab and her b/f and me and Brian and Burress, but yea that's not going to happen cause i'm one broke ass bitch. I need to get a part time job but i'm so drained when I come home from work I don't think I could juggle 2 jobs i'd quit one or the other b4 I got to stressed out. And I really don't think that I need another job right now with my grandma and all dieing, and my dad going there every other day and this whole Brian thing. So yea I'll just sit at home and be non stressed or itleast not that stressed!!! Lol. So yea Brian and Burress came over last night for a little bit it was cool cause I got to see Brain:) But I take it tonight I won't be seeing him cause he told me he would call me when he got home :( Don still calls me every so often, I actually don't miss him all that much, I mean I do but not as much as I thought I would. He want's to hang out and all that good shit and I think it would be just to hard right now. I hope he moves on in his life and I hope the next g/f he gets will treat him alot better than I did and I hope that he treats her better. I still know that I will marry him sometime in the future, I know your all thinking then why did I break up with him...right? Well I did it so he could learn his lesson and learn how to treat someone. And now he's learning the hard way cause he lost me and it may be for good it may not be for good. But he seams to be doing good and i'm alot happer with out him in my life and all the drama that we went through. So yea on a diffrent note...
Were now at war as you all know, that sucks it's like why can't we all get along. Like there jealous of what we have and the only way for them to get over that is to start a war...fucked up if you ask me!!! Kerie is still gone and I miss her like hell, I can't wait till she comes back!! I should have gone with her and Dan and the baby and taken a mini vacation. But that's my bad not there's. So tomorow is Friday..thank god! I really don't have any plans this weekend cause I'm broke but I made myself like that, so there's no one to blame but me. I'm such an ass when I'm bord. So let me get off of this thing. Please comment in this so I can talk to other people and make new friends, cause you can never have enough.
Love-roxey
p.s. I know the spelling is all fucked up but I don't want to take the time to spell check...lmao
Were now at war as you all know, that sucks it's like why can't we all get along. Like there jealous of what we have and the only way for them to get over that is to start a war...fucked up if you ask me!!! Kerie is still gone and I miss her like hell, I can't wait till she comes back!! I should have gone with her and Dan and the baby and taken a mini vacation. But that's my bad not there's. So tomorow is Friday..thank god! I really don't have any plans this weekend cause I'm broke but I made myself like that, so there's no one to blame but me. I'm such an ass when I'm bord. So let me get off of this thing. Please comment in this so I can talk to other people and make new friends, cause you can never have enough.
Love-roxey
p.s. I know the spelling is all fucked up but I don't want to take the time to spell check...lmao