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Mar 03, 2010 14:09

Poor sad little girl.

Today I found out that my cousin's bff passed away.
I am devastated for both of them.
I was fortunate to hang out with this gone girl a few times.
I do not have one thing bad to say about her.
She was such a sweet person and fun and cute and adorable.
I hate when things like this happen.
When "is" turns to "was."

I thought back and tried to remember the worst I've ever felt.
Tried to put myself in her shoes to answer, "why?"
Because life sucks? she would look up at me through large brown eyes.
Because you weren't stronger.
And thats ok, but oh so sad.
I wish you knew life was never really that bad.

Pretty girl.
Girl with lots of friends and laughter, tears, and smiles.
We will miss you sweet one.
I have friends I prayed would find you and heaven.
I hope they give you more and more and more smiles
An infinity more than you had hear on earth.
The ones that weren't enough.

Laurie loves you and will think of you every day.
Many people are going to think about you every day for a very long time.
No one will forget you amazing girl.
3 years from now you will still be a daily thought on your lover's mind.
like dew drops on a rose, he will think of your kisses.
He will never forget the last time your lips met.

We hope you are happy.
We are angry. And sad, forlorn, missing, wondering, "why?"
I suppose its none of our business.
That is between you and God.
We will all know someday.
not much comfort and we stay down here and cry though.
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