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Have been feeling so so sad and lonely lately.
He is a near impossible person to live with.
Nothing I do is good enough for him.
The house is never clean enough.
I don't get dolled up enough anymore.
Nevermind the baby is fed and clean and happy.
I must have no point of view to him whatsoever.
Low self esteem.
Sausage roll.
Stupid.
Sigh.
Why don't my boyfriend's ever try to get along with my family?
Why is that not important to them when it is so important to me?
It is not my fault he hates his family and never wants to be around them.
Why do I have to hate mine?
I need a new job.
Things have got to change.
Or I'm not going to stick around here.
He said a bunch of times that he would have no problem up and leaving.
So why should we stay either?
We will go somewhere else.
But where are we to go?
fuck. he is home.
He is a near impossible person to live with.
Nothing I do is good enough for him.
The house is never clean enough.
I don't get dolled up enough anymore.
Nevermind the baby is fed and clean and happy.
I must have no point of view to him whatsoever.
Low self esteem.
Sausage roll.
Stupid.
Sigh.
Why don't my boyfriend's ever try to get along with my family?
Why is that not important to them when it is so important to me?
It is not my fault he hates his family and never wants to be around them.
Why do I have to hate mine?
I need a new job.
Things have got to change.
Or I'm not going to stick around here.
He said a bunch of times that he would have no problem up and leaving.
So why should we stay either?
We will go somewhere else.
But where are we to go?
fuck. he is home.