A Moment of Silence

[roxa_chan]

-The youngest Nobody in the Organization curled up on the side of his bed in room 309. He was silent as he simply watched the very pillow he was using ever so carefully. As if the pillow would probably move if he were to look away from it for a second. Finally his sapphire hues averted to something else, the calmness of his gaze seemed to die away

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[roxa_chan]

The young blonde glanced up and over at the female having been awoken so easily by the opening of the door and then the sound of her voice. He looked at her rather wearily. "..." For a moment he didn't respond, until finally he shook his head and woke himself up further.

"...There's nothing wrong...I..just..." He trailed off and didn't finish his sentence, too annoyed to do so, and too tired to really think about what he was being asked...Instead he just plopped back down on his bed and curled up under the covers...

"Why does everyone always worry about me...why can't they understand that I feel absolutely nothing...and they don't have to worry about my state of emotion..." He murmured softly to himself more so than to the elder blonde known as Rikku...

[blonde_thief]

Rikku sighed, standing just inside the doorway for a moment. Then, without warning the blond boy, she ran over and jumped onto the bed next to him. The force of her body hitting the mattress threw her off balance and the springs in the mattress squeaked as they bounced.

"Hey, I can tell something's wrong," she said. "So spill!" She pulled the blankets away and moved to give Roxas a noogie.

[roxa_chan]

He meeped when she jumped on the bed, jumping up with the bed. He looked up and over at the elder blonde and sighed softly. Giving her an irritated stare he crossed his arms as he rolled over on his back now and just growled a bit. He made an attempt to pull the blanket back, but instead he moved out of the way before she could give him said noogie.

"Don't. Touch. Me." He snapped, crawling off the bed and then took a seat on Axel's bed. He eyed the elder blonde for a moment and crossed his arms as he turned to face away from her rather arrogantly responding with, "There's nothing wrong. There never has been and never will, so just go away." He glanced off to the side and scoffed a bit in utter annoyance...

[blonde_thief]

"Aww, cheer up, emo-kid," Rikku pouted. "You look like you've just been told that you're the worst person on the planet and that everyone hates you." Her hands rested on her hips, now, giving her a bit of an authorative look. "If there's nothing wrong, why are you acting like a girl with PMS?"

[ooc; I've always wanted Rikku to say "cheer up, emo-kid." XD]

[roxa_chan]

(Ooc: That reminds me of the newly made Zexion sn...x.x;;......-Found a pic. while looking for Zexion pics. saying that.- -.-;;;....)

"I'm not emo!" He snapped, his sapphire eyes darting over to the female blonde. "Why won't you just leave me alone?! I can take care of my own problems, so just back off..." He murmured, letting his face drop into his knees as he pulled them close to his chest. "I wish people could just see it the way I see it sometimes...Then they would understand." He said softly, in an almost un-audiable voice...

[blonde_thief]

"Well, if we knew what you were seeing, we probably would try," Rikku said. She wandered over to the blond and put a gentle hand on his shoulder. "C'mon, I'll make you hot chocolate." She gave him a grin. "I'm not going to leave you alone, though."

[ooc; which totally reminds me, if you're pickign up Zex and need icons, I've got a few at my art journal you can use.]

[roxa_chan]

Roxas looked at her for a moment. "...I, don't want any...I just want to be left alone...why are you bothering me like this?" He asked with a slight frown. He looked down and sighed softly. "...Rikku, not to be rude...but, I just want to be alone...I'm sorry for snapping at you back there..." He muttered under his breath...

(Ooc: That would be very helpful. I'd like that. I have a few, but yeah...^^;;..)

[blonde_thief]

"Force of habit," Rikku shrugged. "When a friend's down, I bounce over and help them cheer up. And you look like you need cheering up." She poked Roxas on the nose. "And don't you dare refuse me or I'll pull out all the stops and go maniacal on you."

[roxa_chan]

Roxas stared blankly at the blonde for a moment then shrugged her off and turned away. "..." For a moment, he said nothing, then turned back to face her.

"..You couldn't go 'maniacal' on me...because, you already are a maniac as far I'm concerned." He murmured softly, obviously joking with her, he let a small giggle slip.

"...So..Rikku, what did you have in mind about activities...?"

[blonde_thief]

"Yeah, everybody says that about me," Rikku shrugged. She adjusted the straps of her top and flipped her hair over her shoulder.

"First off," she said, grabbing Roxas' hand and dragging him off the bed. "I'm making you hot chocolate. Then we'll see."

[roxa_chan]

Roxas sighed softly, allowing her to drag him off the bed. He growled a bit, but didn't say anything at the moment.

"...Why do you have to make hot chocolate? Can't we just..talk or something?" He asked sheepishly. Opening the door before she could get to it, then slipped out after holding it open for her...

[blonde_thief]

"Because I recently discovered it and have already gotten addicted," Rikku said. "And you look like you could use a hot drink."

She led Roxas to the kitchen, where she immediately busied herself around the stove, putting a kettle of water on to boil. "Anyways, Spike, what was making you so upset earlier? And don't tell me you weren't upset, because you were. I could tell from the crap you were listening to."

[ooc; Rikku's opinion on music does NOT reflect my own. Don't hurt me!]

[roxa_chan]

Roxas's sapphire hues darted to the elder blonde. "Shut up. Don't call me 'spike' and remember this, my music is not crap. If you call it crap again, I'll make it my destiny not to associate with you ever again." He snapped viciously, crossing his arms and turning to face somewhere else.

"...Besides...it's the only thing I have to fall back on in most cases..." He murmured in an almost un-audiable voice. It would have been odd to see a Nobody cry, but if he could the youth would burst out in tears, but, he didn't.

"...There was nothing wrong, and there never will be. My life is just pointless...I was never meant to be and, I'm just an added person to this twisted...'thing' called life. I'm nothingness. Doomed to fade back to the nothingness in which I came from..I shouldn't be here. I'm just a plain accident..." He said softly, speaking more to himself than to the female present in the room...

[blonde_thief]

Rikku flinched. "Jeez, sorry. I just don't see how you can stand all that...noise! I guess I'm just not used to music from other worlds, okay?"

She listened to Roxas' words, then rolled her eyes. "You ARE emo. 'I was never meant to be,'" she shook her head and finished with the cocoa she had been making. "You think you're an accident? The only reason I exist is that my parents were too gods-damned drunk to use protection."

She set a mug in front of Roxas and sat down. "Even if you're just some 'added person to a twisted thing called life', you're still a person, right?"

[roxa_chan]

He looked over at her. "Thanks." Taking the mug he just looked at it and stared off into the cop's contents, as if he were about to talk to it, or it was just that interesting...

"...I don't really know if you could concider me a person. From what I know, I'm just shell of a person...half of them. I'm not really..myself." He said softly, still focused on the brown-ish void. Finally, after several moments, he lifted the mug to his lips and took a sip, but only for a brief moment. "Hm, you make good hot chocolate." He quietly uttered, trying to change the subject possibly...

[blonde_thief]

Rikku beamed at him. "Thanks!"

She bounced a bit in her seat. "I thought I might have put too much chocolate in it, but then again, is there such a thing as too much cholate?"