May 27, 2005 00:10
I'm so tired of people acting like children. Haven't we graduated high school? I know I did. Im trying to leave the drama behind.. I'm trying not to let my emotions get the best of me.. I'm trying to be mature. At the very least act my age. Maybe I'm just angry because there is nothing I can do about it. Mabye it is all my fault. But I'm not going to waste anymore time racking my brain or worrying myself.. fine if you don't want to be my friends.. Real cool.. Just don't forget who was there... when no one else was.. its funny because one would think I'm talking about a bunch of girls.. but I'm not.. I'm talking about three guys...but I'm not going to be bitter...or angry or upset.. I've been doing that too much.. I just realized that some people don't care how they make you feel.. even when you care about how they feel whether they're happy or sad.. up or down.. but I guess that doesn't really count either.. Whatever... go on with your childish behaviour.. I've been keeping myself occupied... I have a job.. at a salon..Its so much fun... but there is a stipulation.. I work with my ex-bf's step mom who thinks we're still together.. SLAP IN THE FACE... its just easier that way.. I can't explain... whatever... I'm still having fun... so *F* you guys...
OH NO ITS LOLA..DON'T ANSWER! LOLA THE TERRIBLE you guys are so cool. Damn....