Growing gills and feeling cold
It's rained from just before midnight yesterday and it is still raining now. I don't think there was even one break in the rain at all. About the only good thing to come of this is that I wrote a short story and finished it. Of course it's less than 2000 words and kinda sick in nature but at least I wrote something and finished it!
Had plans to go out tonight but the weather just makes it so damn dreary and the mood just seems shot to hell. I may go anyway just to get out. Outside of going to Philippi last weekend I haven't gotten out at all. saved on gas but was bored every night. Think I'll have Mexican tonight, it's not only closer to me but it's a new place to haunt. Course I could just stay home and save $20.00.
Still no word on whether they sold my bike or not. I saw two other bikes just like it but not 1100 specials for sale for the same price I'm asking. I knew I was right to ask what I did, now to get it sold.
I bought a new lunge whip, slint boots and treats for tomorrow's visit with Twister. I'm going to begin lunging him this weekend, I believe he already knows I'm his new owner so the formalities can be done away with and the serious part of training begun.
Bought three Tiki torches this week and for at least one night I got to enjoy them before the rain softened the ground to the point that they all fell over and drained. It looks so neat out here when they're lit and there's music playing in the background. Kinda mellows you out you know.
Outside of tomorrow's visit with Twister I have the company picnic to attend. I'll most likely just stop in for a free meal, chat with a few other drivers and leave within an hour and a half. There's really no on there I *want* to be around for very long and I know that little pain in the ass bitch will be there and rage'in to hang all over someone. I see no prospects of any sort of relationships with anyone there so the point of hanging around is pretty much nill. The only one there who even romotely peaks my interest has a kid and from what I understand is only out to steal a guy's money. Of course I heard that from another woman who works there and she was single so it could just be words to keep me biased against her in lew of the one who told me. Most folks know what happened between me and the ex and that woman might just be trying to use that against the other girl because she's much prettier. Anyway, what the hell am I wasting time even considering any of this, I haven't even had one reasonably good look of longing from a decent chick in two years. Why on earth am I even believing that any decent chicks would even consider me anyway? Shit, I haven't even been flirted with by a decent looking chick in that long! *Self esteem ebbing very low at this point*
Oh well! Think I'll just go have dinner and tie on a buzz. I don't have to do anything important until sunday so I can be late for just about everything. Maybe I'll catch a matinee monday just to boost my faultering ego. :-p
Had plans to go out tonight but the weather just makes it so damn dreary and the mood just seems shot to hell. I may go anyway just to get out. Outside of going to Philippi last weekend I haven't gotten out at all. saved on gas but was bored every night. Think I'll have Mexican tonight, it's not only closer to me but it's a new place to haunt. Course I could just stay home and save $20.00.
Still no word on whether they sold my bike or not. I saw two other bikes just like it but not 1100 specials for sale for the same price I'm asking. I knew I was right to ask what I did, now to get it sold.
I bought a new lunge whip, slint boots and treats for tomorrow's visit with Twister. I'm going to begin lunging him this weekend, I believe he already knows I'm his new owner so the formalities can be done away with and the serious part of training begun.
Bought three Tiki torches this week and for at least one night I got to enjoy them before the rain softened the ground to the point that they all fell over and drained. It looks so neat out here when they're lit and there's music playing in the background. Kinda mellows you out you know.
Outside of tomorrow's visit with Twister I have the company picnic to attend. I'll most likely just stop in for a free meal, chat with a few other drivers and leave within an hour and a half. There's really no on there I *want* to be around for very long and I know that little pain in the ass bitch will be there and rage'in to hang all over someone. I see no prospects of any sort of relationships with anyone there so the point of hanging around is pretty much nill. The only one there who even romotely peaks my interest has a kid and from what I understand is only out to steal a guy's money. Of course I heard that from another woman who works there and she was single so it could just be words to keep me biased against her in lew of the one who told me. Most folks know what happened between me and the ex and that woman might just be trying to use that against the other girl because she's much prettier. Anyway, what the hell am I wasting time even considering any of this, I haven't even had one reasonably good look of longing from a decent chick in two years. Why on earth am I even believing that any decent chicks would even consider me anyway? Shit, I haven't even been flirted with by a decent looking chick in that long! *Self esteem ebbing very low at this point*
Oh well! Think I'll just go have dinner and tie on a buzz. I don't have to do anything important until sunday so I can be late for just about everything. Maybe I'll catch a matinee monday just to boost my faultering ego. :-p