once again let down
so last night there was a "party" at my house in sonoma. i ask jeff to come up and he goes "i'm gonna stay home and play with the cat". i was kinda pissed as i was with a bunch of people i don't know and i wasn't very comfortable, but whatever. then today i'm chillin with bobert, and jeff comes in and goes, "i just came in for the cat". and i'm like what the fuck??? he never like makes me feel wanted. he says he misses me when i'm gone but then i'm here and its like he doesn't give a shit if i'm around or not. like we're talking and he's like "i guess you can come over if you want" which doesn't make me feel like coming over. i'm at a loss