hmm
the person i love more than anything in the world hates me right now. i got angry and said things i didn't mean and probably fucked myself. i don't want to live without him but i might have just made that my fate....so if he reads this: I love you more than words could say. you are everything to me and i'm so sorry i'm such a dumbass. i need you in my life because you're the only person i can count on for everything. i need to get over the little shit. i think i was getting so comfortable it scared me so i tried to mess things up...and you left. just like that. it broke my heart. i hope you can forgive me. I love you baby