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YAY! UVa actually did receive my pre-read stuff, just today... which is strange, since it was definitely sent out _before_ my Michigan app... meaning like 3 weeks ago. But whatever, they got it. I thought it had gotten lost or something, since I sent it to the address that they gave me which was _completely_ different from the address that they gave me when I asked for it again since I thought it was lost. (The second address was a PO box. The first was not...) But yay, that's happy.
Ugh, math test tomorrow, I suppose I should actually make my notecard and such. And then 4k, woohoo. But really, does the 4k matter? No. I mean, it's really past the point where it's a help at all for recruiting. And do I _really_ want to try for selction camp? I was thinking about that on the way home tonight- I've never really thought that I wanted to anyway, ever since dev camp. And it's like... okay, I could go to selection camp and have to take exams early or miss the first week of camp (And that would probably totally screw me over.) Probably miss graduation. Become really stressed out, not really having fun- getting burnt out over the summer instead of relaxing and taking advantage of my last summer of really being a kid; getting burnt out and then go immediately go into college rowing. I mean, okay, being on Jr. national team would be awesome- but do I want to sacrifice my entire summer for it? Or have a really sucky time the first two weeks, get sent home, and not want to touch rowing for a month? On the other hand, I could enjoy being home my last summer, hang out with friends, go to graduation and such, relax rather than being stressed about rowing and everything... possibly row the double with Jessy, which would be a lot of fun- we could race, without the pressure. That would be so much better.
Mm, okay, math studying time.
Ugh, math test tomorrow, I suppose I should actually make my notecard and such. And then 4k, woohoo. But really, does the 4k matter? No. I mean, it's really past the point where it's a help at all for recruiting. And do I _really_ want to try for selction camp? I was thinking about that on the way home tonight- I've never really thought that I wanted to anyway, ever since dev camp. And it's like... okay, I could go to selection camp and have to take exams early or miss the first week of camp (And that would probably totally screw me over.) Probably miss graduation. Become really stressed out, not really having fun- getting burnt out over the summer instead of relaxing and taking advantage of my last summer of really being a kid; getting burnt out and then go immediately go into college rowing. I mean, okay, being on Jr. national team would be awesome- but do I want to sacrifice my entire summer for it? Or have a really sucky time the first two weeks, get sent home, and not want to touch rowing for a month? On the other hand, I could enjoy being home my last summer, hang out with friends, go to graduation and such, relax rather than being stressed about rowing and everything... possibly row the double with Jessy, which would be a lot of fun- we could race, without the pressure. That would be so much better.
Mm, okay, math studying time.