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Today was the big one year anniversary. Didn't do much. Didn't expect much.
Anyway, we borrowed "Closer" from a friend and I watched it tonight (Brett wasn't interested). I thought it was a little dry, but really upfront - dialogue-wise. All the characters were so honest with each other; it was refreshing. But the movie also made relationships seem less special in a way. And love. I don't know, maybe I put love up there in the clouds, but this movie makes it seem so ... commonplace. (Yet, still so very complicated.) Natalie was amazing. What a transformation from Padme, I must say.
I can't sleep, for some reason. I feel restless. I keep thinking about how I'm going to Guam on my own and how Brett won't be with me for 6 whole weeks. I know my mom will help with Sean, but it's just not the same as having Brett there. With the hubbs I can tell him to do stuff without question. With my mom, it'll be different. Oh well. It's not just about Sean, though. I'm scared of sleeping alone. Unprotected. In the dark. With all the spirits and Taotaomonas roaming around. And burglars.
Anyway, we borrowed "Closer" from a friend and I watched it tonight (Brett wasn't interested). I thought it was a little dry, but really upfront - dialogue-wise. All the characters were so honest with each other; it was refreshing. But the movie also made relationships seem less special in a way. And love. I don't know, maybe I put love up there in the clouds, but this movie makes it seem so ... commonplace. (Yet, still so very complicated.) Natalie was amazing. What a transformation from Padme, I must say.
I can't sleep, for some reason. I feel restless. I keep thinking about how I'm going to Guam on my own and how Brett won't be with me for 6 whole weeks. I know my mom will help with Sean, but it's just not the same as having Brett there. With the hubbs I can tell him to do stuff without question. With my mom, it'll be different. Oh well. It's not just about Sean, though. I'm scared of sleeping alone. Unprotected. In the dark. With all the spirits and Taotaomonas roaming around. And burglars.