I'm so depressed...

[rowdypoopoo2you]

so goodluck, being someone who can always help someone out
goodluck, in remembering how much you can effect someone else
goodluck with not being selfish
goodluck with not being alone
goodluck in this life we're all just trying to get along
goodluck with not being getting caught up
goodluck with not being jealous
goodluck with being alone
goodluck with figuring things out
goodluck with doing your best
goodluck with not loosing yourself
goodluck in being happy when you sit to review your life

- "Good Luck" - Big D and the Kids Table

I feel numb right now. Like nothing makes sense. I can't seem to focus on my homework, which is falling so far behind that I can't even remember what I was supposed to do on it. It seems like only yesterday that I saw you guys playing Green Day covers at a block party. But now I can't even believe that things are happening the way they are. I never thought they would, and they did, but now we're falling, something I never thought we'd do. I'd like to think that we were really something. I can only hope that our last hurrah will be as memorable as our first.

Don't comment on this. I wrote this for my sake.

Jon

I love you guys, more than anybody else on the face of this fucking earth.