sad news is the worst news
Nappy died last night..and for those of you who don't know..thats Jordan's cat. He got hit by a car. I found out when his mom called me this morning... and he sent me a message last night but I didn't get it until now. I was so excited for today...stressed..but excited...and tehn she called..and I knew the way today was going to go. Now no one here really knows but Nappy (Napolian) was well.. I don't know..he loved that cat. Just the other day we had a new experiance with him in the jeep..emily and jordan brought him to pick me up right after feeding him cat nip..he was going crazy and he looked soo cute. It was hard for me trying to know what to do, knowing that this is going to be soo hard on Jordan. I have lost pets, I've been there...and I myself loved nappy... not in anyway as close as he did, but enough to miss him. SO today was the talent show...and yea, jordan, perry, tony's song rocked out loud.... jake and zac had food poisining...so yea, and then a few messup's ... but the other song was "okay"..not the greatest but oh well.... yea... and the bile de queso was awesome!
Yep, it was a good shitty day...but after track around 4:30 I went to Jordan's and watched night of the living dead, and some more tv..and that made thigs a little better... I am really worried about him not being able to handle the whole nappy thing. He gets very emotional at times, and I know he'll do exactly what I do everyday and hide it all. But I know that deep down he wants to die. I just hope that over this weekend... we get to talk and I can be re-assured that he is okay. I love him, and I want to be there for him through anything. And I know he needs someone.
Yep, it was a good shitty day...but after track around 4:30 I went to Jordan's and watched night of the living dead, and some more tv..and that made thigs a little better... I am really worried about him not being able to handle the whole nappy thing. He gets very emotional at times, and I know he'll do exactly what I do everyday and hide it all. But I know that deep down he wants to die. I just hope that over this weekend... we get to talk and I can be re-assured that he is okay. I love him, and I want to be there for him through anything. And I know he needs someone.