New Starts
After wiping my old journal entries and as I comment, or rather lurk around lots of communities, this is my life;
Well, I've changed, I've changed a lot. My life so far; lost friends that I wish I didn't, made friends with people that I now know I shouldn't have. Ran way from what was sending me into therapy. Got out the other end alive, and dare I say it... happy. I've even had the token heartbreak or two.
University is on the way. I'm leaving the country, Scotland!! Well Edinburgh, not really Scotland, Its a capital city! I'm off into the world, and it feels so, well GOOD, no other way to say it. Then hopefully moving away, even further away, maybe to Canada, Australia, or the USA. Before that I might even get a year in London for my teacher training. I've always wanted to live in London, but not for long, just enough to get the flavour. To be honest I'm not scared, nervous, yes but not scared, butterflies in the stomach is best way to describe it.
I feel like I'm ready to face what ever gets thrown at me, I've come out from some things that people my age wouldn't even think of. After all I'm alive, not just living but ALIVE. Finally feeling.
Oh, and I'm 18, I've been 18 for a while now, weird, but there you are.
Well, I've changed, I've changed a lot. My life so far; lost friends that I wish I didn't, made friends with people that I now know I shouldn't have. Ran way from what was sending me into therapy. Got out the other end alive, and dare I say it... happy. I've even had the token heartbreak or two.
University is on the way. I'm leaving the country, Scotland!! Well Edinburgh, not really Scotland, Its a capital city! I'm off into the world, and it feels so, well GOOD, no other way to say it. Then hopefully moving away, even further away, maybe to Canada, Australia, or the USA. Before that I might even get a year in London for my teacher training. I've always wanted to live in London, but not for long, just enough to get the flavour. To be honest I'm not scared, nervous, yes but not scared, butterflies in the stomach is best way to describe it.
I feel like I'm ready to face what ever gets thrown at me, I've come out from some things that people my age wouldn't even think of. After all I'm alive, not just living but ALIVE. Finally feeling.
Oh, and I'm 18, I've been 18 for a while now, weird, but there you are.