pain

[rowankline]

Most of you do not know me from Adam's housecat. I used (1992-1993) to run 2-5 miles a day. I played Rugby as an outlet and I really miss it. I have not had that outlet forever. MS stole so much from me. The pain has skyrocketted today. I have literally taken over 5,000 - 6,000 mg of Vicodan. I have also taken Lyrica (normal dose) and 8 flexeril and an added done of a second drug that is for added spasticity or something. The pain is horrible. I barely feel human. Generally, I love to go out and drive or something, but I cannot stop shaking long enough to trust myself to drive. Steve knows how much pain I am in, but he refuses to let me succumb to it. I just want to be able to have some sort of relief. Oh. BTW, when I get to the point that I cannot go on, I have been playing around on zazzle.com. I bought a very cool Obama shirt that is a peace sign. As you can see, I need to sell a few of mine so I can buy some of my own designs!

www.zazzle.com/Rowanolsson

There are loads of political shirts on there - here is the one I bought -

http://www.zazzle.com/give_peace_a_chance_shirt-235152048364700658