Don't need to worry about everything I've done, lived every second like it was my last one
Ok, so I am freaking out a little bit. I have a date this afternoon with this guy who looks really cute in his pics and we seem to have a ton in common. We are meeting around 5 at a coffee place and have plans to walk over to an ice cream parlor afterwards....and I haven't been so excited about something in a long time...if this guy is for real...it has given me new faith that there are guys of my type out there.
That is not just why I am freaking out (though is it a good reason, this is my first blind date ever!!!)...but also I woke up this morning and my kitty Rosenberg, who was spayed on Tuesday, and a little stain of grayish brownish color on my bed spread and the same sticky stubstance surrounding her incition on her belly. Now I am taking her to the vet at 3:15 because they said that it wasn't normal and I needed to have her checked out. I really hope my kitty is alright, I think she will be fine because I am getting her checked out right away...but I am also worried that the appointment will take a long time and that I will be late getting to my date. I don't have this guys number, we have been communicating through e-mail. I just sent him a message letting him know the situation and that I hopefully won't be late, but might be...and I gave him my number so he could call me if he is waiting and can't wait anymore. I just...I don't want to lose my chances with this guy...what if he doesn't get my e-mail and gets pissed and leaves...never sees me and then doesn't want to talk to me anymore? That would totally suck.
Oh well, I gotta do what is best for my kitty and if he doesn't understand that, then I guess he isn't worth my time.
That is not just why I am freaking out (though is it a good reason, this is my first blind date ever!!!)...but also I woke up this morning and my kitty Rosenberg, who was spayed on Tuesday, and a little stain of grayish brownish color on my bed spread and the same sticky stubstance surrounding her incition on her belly. Now I am taking her to the vet at 3:15 because they said that it wasn't normal and I needed to have her checked out. I really hope my kitty is alright, I think she will be fine because I am getting her checked out right away...but I am also worried that the appointment will take a long time and that I will be late getting to my date. I don't have this guys number, we have been communicating through e-mail. I just sent him a message letting him know the situation and that I hopefully won't be late, but might be...and I gave him my number so he could call me if he is waiting and can't wait anymore. I just...I don't want to lose my chances with this guy...what if he doesn't get my e-mail and gets pissed and leaves...never sees me and then doesn't want to talk to me anymore? That would totally suck.
Oh well, I gotta do what is best for my kitty and if he doesn't understand that, then I guess he isn't worth my time.