GARG! or "Shave and a hare cut..." "...two bits*
Damn aminopeptides and quantum posibilities collapsing into prefacimilated patterns! I will not get sick or feel depressed.
Ja I know what happens but I must now keep it from happening. Lost? Well it is simple.
I am falling for someone. and it is not a simple crush or something liek that. And in a way it is a little frightening. But then again why should it be because it has all been done. Why? Because once again it is unreciprocated in body though it is in spirit. ><
Now if I can get the hang of affecting the change of quantum waves to collapse onto the matter of my most desirable probibility maybe I'll not be so bad off anymore. Heisenburg, Hawkings, Einstein lend me thine will. I'm through with playing the victim. Espcially with modern latterday revelations I have recieved. I can't keep abusining myself and that includes setting up scenarios where I'll just get hurt or used.
Why! Why why why why why... Why do I sabbotage these things? There is a key in the answer... See I had a chance with her. No more like I pretty much had her at one point so I have been told. But now... Past thoughts like "why dosen;t she love me" "what did I do wrong" "why don;t I deserve happiness" like ripples in the sea of time extend their reach to influence me now. And yes I know I can likewise do my will now to counteract their poison.
Ah I still have my dramatic flair. Seriousally I care and it is not equally returned. I vote we bann the words "friend" and "platonic" as vocabulary not to be taught to females. When will you all learn, even when the most effiminate guy around tells you, it is NEVER good to tell a guy who likes/loves/cares for you that you "want to be friends", "Think of him as a friend", "Love him platonically" etc. It is cruel and hateful. It is literally one of the most painful things for us and I think that is why I am begining to sympathize with womanizers and those who refute commitment.
Women you all bitch you want men to commit but you are no holier than we. You crush us so we crush you so you crush us.. endless cycle that only leads to Chovanism and Femininism and most specially Homo/Bisexuality *Winks for Mikhail* STOP. Seriousally. you like Bambi? Well here's a quote: "If you can't say something nice, then don't say anything at all." Any phrase involving the aforemention banned words are not nice.
Maybe I'll stop crying over her and think about something more productive. Maybe I'll help Hatfield get a girlfriend. Then again maybe I'll trysomething more plausible like curing Aids and Cancer with just Pixisticks and Sprite Remix. mmmm sprite remix.....
Ja I know what happens but I must now keep it from happening. Lost? Well it is simple.
I am falling for someone. and it is not a simple crush or something liek that. And in a way it is a little frightening. But then again why should it be because it has all been done. Why? Because once again it is unreciprocated in body though it is in spirit. ><
Now if I can get the hang of affecting the change of quantum waves to collapse onto the matter of my most desirable probibility maybe I'll not be so bad off anymore. Heisenburg, Hawkings, Einstein lend me thine will. I'm through with playing the victim. Espcially with modern latterday revelations I have recieved. I can't keep abusining myself and that includes setting up scenarios where I'll just get hurt or used.
Why! Why why why why why... Why do I sabbotage these things? There is a key in the answer... See I had a chance with her. No more like I pretty much had her at one point so I have been told. But now... Past thoughts like "why dosen;t she love me" "what did I do wrong" "why don;t I deserve happiness" like ripples in the sea of time extend their reach to influence me now. And yes I know I can likewise do my will now to counteract their poison.
Ah I still have my dramatic flair. Seriousally I care and it is not equally returned. I vote we bann the words "friend" and "platonic" as vocabulary not to be taught to females. When will you all learn, even when the most effiminate guy around tells you, it is NEVER good to tell a guy who likes/loves/cares for you that you "want to be friends", "Think of him as a friend", "Love him platonically" etc. It is cruel and hateful. It is literally one of the most painful things for us and I think that is why I am begining to sympathize with womanizers and those who refute commitment.
Women you all bitch you want men to commit but you are no holier than we. You crush us so we crush you so you crush us.. endless cycle that only leads to Chovanism and Femininism and most specially Homo/Bisexuality *Winks for Mikhail* STOP. Seriousally. you like Bambi? Well here's a quote: "If you can't say something nice, then don't say anything at all." Any phrase involving the aforemention banned words are not nice.
Maybe I'll stop crying over her and think about something more productive. Maybe I'll help Hatfield get a girlfriend. Then again maybe I'll trysomething more plausible like curing Aids and Cancer with just Pixisticks and Sprite Remix. mmmm sprite remix.....