Aug 24, 2005 11:15
Reading some Catholic Literature I got from the Base Chaplain (certain people might know why more so than others) I came across an interestng passage. They talk about God seeking you out as a long lost lover and I began to wonder about how people are so often portrayed as having relations with Satan but never have I really seen it in reverse. It is like God having the ability to trans subsantiate or take another form/gender is too far beond our grasp, much less that he would care for us in tha sence. I think it was because of one of ym new Christian friend's discussions on our divinity and power. (We disagree on ALOT of points but I find solace in his preachings. I have a "Mormon" secession with him Thursday one-on-one. I think instead I'll inform him on e church but preach what I am moved to.)
So I had the SgtMaj first make a fool of himself by calling me and asking for my medical records for the C/Os non-medical assessment (a part of te paperwork for my PEB). If you didn;t get tha read the sentence again. Then he came doen and asked me questions but yelled at me when I tried to answer them. However spending the night in prayer and meditation last night I am radiating both a calming eace if only in my heart and a pensive desire to not be here. So I just sorta shrugged him off. The highest ranking enlised in my squadron and I didn;t care because to me he was a man, a weak on who needed to bully others for his own self-esteem in my opinion at that. intereting. intreaguing... Too bad no one is here to talk to this about.