May 18, 2005 00:21
So I know I have been rather silent about my life for a while short of complaining or whining. I am being told I am looking too much into the past but I guess that is because I have left most everything I know there. I have another appointment with the Pee-sychiatrist tomorrow. So this is what's up. I have been moved from the Avionics shop to the Quality Assurance (QA) shop. I am the Central Technical Publications Library (CTPL) clerk. Basically I'm a librarian of Airplane books. Well actually I'm the assistance there is a CPL Manning who is actually in charge of CTPL until June I believe it is.
She is kinda cool both because she is laid back and because she is an FBI (Full Blooded Indian). She lives on a Rez in Nevada. Go figure huh? I feel like such a poser asking her questions though. I hate that feeling but I get it all the time around FBIs. I mean I love my Native Heritage but I know I don't face a lot of the daily challenges they do. Even Kim my neice has more of a challenge than I do.
... Ok so Hiliary Duff and Lindsey Lohan have a commercial now... So much to say so much wrong.
So as for the Meds they are starting to work. I mean I am kinda happy agian. Then agian I am on half days now. I was supposed to go on Convalescent leave but my Sergent Major is a dick and only let me go on half-days. Then agian I understand his decision too because he is in charge of the troops and wants to keep tabs on me. I just don;t like the checking in thing because I am no suicidal or anything I just am frustrated but nevertheless it is like checking in with Mother back in the day so I can deal with it.
I get the Ulner Guttar (sp?) splint taken off Thursday. Actually I don't wear it except for during work or going out where there may be Marines. (i.e. Yuma) But this means I need to work out a lot becaus eI will have to PFT eventually... ><
As for gettiing discharges it is all scuttlebutt now and I was going to ask Ms. Mary today but she called Mon to cancel on me for next week (something about double booking) ANYWAY I dunno if I'm comming or going but to hell with it. I am going to be me and if that causes problems oh well. I can't conform just to not rock the boat. Never have ion the past why start now?
~Boone