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So tell me why I am so hyper sensitive and things my friends say are cutting way to deep? I am way to sensitive about Rubi getting Married, Claritza being pregnant, Rei and Danny on the rocks, Rei being mad at me, Me having visions I can't control, Livi posting sexual conversations that are adding to them, Not being able to help someon I love with all my heart, Having to step back and watch Rana go into darkness alone...
Maybe I need to hear what Danny has to say. Heh I've been living off candy my mom sent, food a friend gave me, and Medicine the Navy gave me. Kicked some ass in Disney scene it last night.
Jeff: So you know a lot about Disney?
Boone: I live in Orlando
Jeff: Score.
Hint. Finding Nemo is EVERYWHERE in that game. They would put in such movies I haven';t seen.
I really hope Rei dosen;t stay mad at me because as it stands Jennis the only one i can turn to. Ah Jenn. She is good peoples. Reminds me a lot of Reverend June. But she has spent her entire live in NC and it shows. Clairvoyant and very perceptive she saw through my defences from early on. Not all but enough to freak me out. But I'm equally frightening to her. Namely because of my Empathy and other abilities. She has chaied her emotions and tries to contian herself. She also is having a lot of health problems.
She says we ar going to hurt one another. I dunno. She may be right. But I don't care. I have been hurt before and can survive alot. This isolaiton bullshit though it unbearable. I do not want to hurt anyone but I if we are there for one another I think the good times will overshadow the pain. She is the closest friend I have here now. But the fact remainds I'm not going to be here soon so...
And God can you help me learn to do things for myself? As in find something I want and then go out and take it. To stop being so skiddish and living my life solely for everyone else. @_@ Oh and maybe a lil control over these visions and pains this is insane.
Maybe I need to hear what Danny has to say. Heh I've been living off candy my mom sent, food a friend gave me, and Medicine the Navy gave me. Kicked some ass in Disney scene it last night.
Jeff: So you know a lot about Disney?
Boone: I live in Orlando
Jeff: Score.
Hint. Finding Nemo is EVERYWHERE in that game. They would put in such movies I haven';t seen.
I really hope Rei dosen;t stay mad at me because as it stands Jennis the only one i can turn to. Ah Jenn. She is good peoples. Reminds me a lot of Reverend June. But she has spent her entire live in NC and it shows. Clairvoyant and very perceptive she saw through my defences from early on. Not all but enough to freak me out. But I'm equally frightening to her. Namely because of my Empathy and other abilities. She has chaied her emotions and tries to contian herself. She also is having a lot of health problems.
She says we ar going to hurt one another. I dunno. She may be right. But I don't care. I have been hurt before and can survive alot. This isolaiton bullshit though it unbearable. I do not want to hurt anyone but I if we are there for one another I think the good times will overshadow the pain. She is the closest friend I have here now. But the fact remainds I'm not going to be here soon so...
And God can you help me learn to do things for myself? As in find something I want and then go out and take it. To stop being so skiddish and living my life solely for everyone else. @_@ Oh and maybe a lil control over these visions and pains this is insane.