Glad that was a dream :S
Last night I dreamed that my family and I were leaving again. And we weren't just moving to Fennville - we were leaving. I'm not sure where, probably back to Brasil or something, but we had all our luggage on an plane and we were taking off, and I had to say goodbye to people ... It wasn't a happy dream.
I've probably mentioned this before, but we've just set a new record for how long we've stayed in the same place; getting close to five years now that we've been in Michigan. I have mixed feelings about this, because I'm proud and happy that we've been able to settle down, but it worries me that we might get restless again ... Restlessness is the Lewis Syndrome when we stay in one place for too long. Hopefully we've gotten over it, but after a dream like that I feel more worried than usual lol.
Either way, I'm really relieved now that I know it was a dream, and I've just got to keep telling myself that there's no way I'm taking off again. For one thing it's kind of up to me now that I'm 18 and I can technically be independent if worst comes to worst.
Anyway, I woke up with this song in my head lol. Funny subconscious.
All my bags are packed, I'm ready to go
I'm standin' here outside your door
I hate to wake you up to say goodbye
But the dawn is breakin', it's early morn
The taxi's waitin', he's blowin' his horn
Already I'm so lonesome I could die
So kiss me and smile for me
Tell me that you'll wait for me
Hold me like you'll never let me go
'Cause I'm leaving on a jet plane
I don't know when I'll be back again
Oh, babe, I hate to go
There's so many times I've let you down
So many times I've played around
I'll tell you now, they don't mean a thing
Every place I go, I think of you
Every song I sing, I sing for you
When I come back I'll wear your wedding ring
So kiss me and smile for me
Tell me that you'll wait for me
Hold me like you'll never let me go
'Cause I'm leaving on a jet plane
I don't know when I'll be back again
Oh, babe, I hate to go
Now the time has come to leave you
One more time, oh, let me kiss you
And close your eyes and I'll be on my way
Dream about the days to come
When I won't have to leave alone
About the times that I won't have to say ...
Oh, kiss me and smile for me
Tell me that you'll wait for me
Hold me like you'll never let me go
'Cause I'm leaving on a jet plane
I don't know when I'll be back again
Oh, babe, I hate to go
But I'm leaving on a jet plane
I don't know when I'll be back again
Oh, babe, I hate to go