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I am feeling let down, abandoned and generally disposessed by the world and everyone in it at the moment. I am having a hard time getting excited about anything, I would rather be alone then with most people I normally hang out with, Yes there are one or two exceptions to this but for the most part it is true. I feel lost in most social situations and pretty much just want to leave. What the fuck is wrong with me, why can't I just be happy with the hand that I have been dealt in life, as shitty as it is. I think I need a lobotomy. At least then I wouldn't have any real emotions anymore.