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so, thursday i find out that my dads business partner killed himself. such a selfish bastard. my dad is shattered. the business might go flop now since Rob was such a key person to it all, he did all the major office work. his kids wont have a father.
the wake is sunday, i dont even know if i want to go, let alone have anything decent to wear, or if i even want to be awake at 3pm. the funeral is tuesday. meh.
i dunno. i handle death really lightly i guess. my mom told me when i got home thursday after running to the library. i had no reaction. i just walked inside and watched tv while my dad sulked in the hallway.
i guess the last time i even really cared that anyone ive known died, was my grandfather in 1991. that was the last time that i can even remember crying. so go ahead, call me a heartless bastard. i dont give a fuck.
live goes on.
the wake is sunday, i dont even know if i want to go, let alone have anything decent to wear, or if i even want to be awake at 3pm. the funeral is tuesday. meh.
i dunno. i handle death really lightly i guess. my mom told me when i got home thursday after running to the library. i had no reaction. i just walked inside and watched tv while my dad sulked in the hallway.
i guess the last time i even really cared that anyone ive known died, was my grandfather in 1991. that was the last time that i can even remember crying. so go ahead, call me a heartless bastard. i dont give a fuck.
live goes on.