I wish...
I wish so much.
I hate it. I am goin to try to never/say and think that and just be content with everything. I hate things. I love things. I am dissappointed at so many things. I have homework I haven't even started. I have to get my grades up. UP UP. Doubt it will happen. I need to get to a 3.6 atleast. I have a chem test tomorrow. No Algebra class either. School is half way gay and I hate it. I dislike being up from 6 in the morning until about 11 or 12 that night and then doing it all over it over again. I get about 5 hours of sleep. I can't wait until we move. It will be great. I hope we just move seperately. MOm with grandpa and me with aunt. Instead of new house and new everything. K-la westbrooks is kicked out of SHS for like ever and it sucks. I miss talking to her but I guess she let to many poeple know. Everyone says I'm not the same lately and it seems as if the only person who understands why is the person who shouldn't even care. I want to talk to Christy. Mike is gone, he's pissed over something. He never calls ANY family anymore. Hima nd heather fight now. When someone calls him he acts mad or pissed. He never sent my money. I doubt he did. I wish ...that my life could be perfect. But it's not and never will be until then i'll just shower and play mom like ususal so goodnight kids.
OH yeah, I hate work. I used to like it. I like some parts of it lets just say I hate more peopel then I like. I miss closing friday nights with Ryan. IT's fun. In a way. He acts like a big brother but is old like a dad, well 27. 365 until my 18th. Sr pictures. Europe. Graduation. Party. College bound. I cannot wait. I want to grad w/ Honors and that'd be I'd be talking English 1 HONORS either summer school or something but idk.. I want to.
Brittney.
I hate it. I am goin to try to never/say and think that and just be content with everything. I hate things. I love things. I am dissappointed at so many things. I have homework I haven't even started. I have to get my grades up. UP UP. Doubt it will happen. I need to get to a 3.6 atleast. I have a chem test tomorrow. No Algebra class either. School is half way gay and I hate it. I dislike being up from 6 in the morning until about 11 or 12 that night and then doing it all over it over again. I get about 5 hours of sleep. I can't wait until we move. It will be great. I hope we just move seperately. MOm with grandpa and me with aunt. Instead of new house and new everything. K-la westbrooks is kicked out of SHS for like ever and it sucks. I miss talking to her but I guess she let to many poeple know. Everyone says I'm not the same lately and it seems as if the only person who understands why is the person who shouldn't even care. I want to talk to Christy. Mike is gone, he's pissed over something. He never calls ANY family anymore. Hima nd heather fight now. When someone calls him he acts mad or pissed. He never sent my money. I doubt he did. I wish ...that my life could be perfect. But it's not and never will be until then i'll just shower and play mom like ususal so goodnight kids.
OH yeah, I hate work. I used to like it. I like some parts of it lets just say I hate more peopel then I like. I miss closing friday nights with Ryan. IT's fun. In a way. He acts like a big brother but is old like a dad, well 27. 365 until my 18th. Sr pictures. Europe. Graduation. Party. College bound. I cannot wait. I want to grad w/ Honors and that'd be I'd be talking English 1 HONORS either summer school or something but idk.. I want to.
Brittney.