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I miss people. already. This is new... I usually don't miss people easily because I have the strange "I'll be back eventually" mentality that is both the bane and blessing of living in the moment(ish). Not being able to just walk into Emma's room and hug her or talk with her, not being able to pull Matt into a laughing hug, or just walk to BSFFA and hang out with the amazings that I find residing there (like alex, alexis, andy, ben, lex, rookie, sabrina, sarah, etc. (in alphabetical order!... except for the et cetera part)) or visit 726359 people during dinner, or dance with people on sidewalks or *insert list of amazing, Beloit chapter*... but the Bubble Shield is up and strong, and I can last a month, if I keep telling myself that it'll all be there when I get back. :)
besides, it's hard to beat coming home around midnight and talking for hours with my mom about just the past few days.
but, still, I've set up a Something for everyone back home on my dresser or bed for me to remember people with (like I'm going to forget them?). Matt's a Teddy bear and emma's an elephant bobble-head and the various members of BSFFA are my collection of mythical beanie-babies I found again, except for ben, who is a straw hat, and lex, who is the faerie figurine I have hanging from my ceiling above my bed. She's my guardian faerie, and at no extra work for her :)
besides, it's hard to beat coming home around midnight and talking for hours with my mom about just the past few days.
but, still, I've set up a Something for everyone back home on my dresser or bed for me to remember people with (like I'm going to forget them?). Matt's a Teddy bear and emma's an elephant bobble-head and the various members of BSFFA are my collection of mythical beanie-babies I found again, except for ben, who is a straw hat, and lex, who is the faerie figurine I have hanging from my ceiling above my bed. She's my guardian faerie, and at no extra work for her :)