Scurred
So I had a weird and really sad dream last night.
My brother moved away to japan like a year ago, most of you know that already. I rarely ever talk to him and I obviously never see him, its sad, he is one of my best friends...
anyway, so I had a dream that there was a freak accident in japan and a building collapsed that he was in, and he died. The dream took place in several days, just more and more crying. Me Kris and Kat were just crying... for days. It felt so real, everytime someone would distract me, within half a second i would relate it to eric and start bawling again.... and then I would wake up (still in the dream) and couldn't do anything but cry, couldn't eat, move, nothing... just.. complete sadness. Worst feeling of my life. It scares me to think about.
My brother moved away to japan like a year ago, most of you know that already. I rarely ever talk to him and I obviously never see him, its sad, he is one of my best friends...
anyway, so I had a dream that there was a freak accident in japan and a building collapsed that he was in, and he died. The dream took place in several days, just more and more crying. Me Kris and Kat were just crying... for days. It felt so real, everytime someone would distract me, within half a second i would relate it to eric and start bawling again.... and then I would wake up (still in the dream) and couldn't do anything but cry, couldn't eat, move, nothing... just.. complete sadness. Worst feeling of my life. It scares me to think about.