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[routineriot00]

Well i have been staying at my grandparents house cause well I'm allergic to the mold that is growing in my roof from hurricane Wilma.... but that's another story..... i was laying in my room at my grandparents house and well i really couldn't sleep i tossed and turned and well i started to think how life can be fine one moment and then it can be totally obliterated the next. You try and plan things out months in advanced..... and well if you are me and you meet someone for the first time you try and plan out a whole reality that will probably never happen, so as i was saying well i couldn't sleep, my mind was going a million miles a second and well it still is i have been thinking about people, Relationships, and so on and so forth. and this one line from this Band keeps playing over and over in my head and it is
"there are some things I'll never understand
Why a country needs a God
And a woman needs a man" i guess I'm just thinking why are so meany things carried out in the name of "God" ? and why are we always looking for someone but when some of us find someone they are never happy? why dod people look for misery,? is it in our genetics to never be happy? i guess i will never really understand its just one of those things that keeps me up at night alone with countless other thoughts. I just wanted to get it off my chest and out into the open