Am I?

[routineriot]

Learning that in the world I live in today, I need to be 100 % accountable for myself and that my past is past.
I am the baby.
I never had encouragement to be anything better.
I have worked hard for everything up until now.
I have learned to hide away my feelings and make others feelings and opinions so small.
I do not have high standards.
I cannot be left to my own vices.
I have never been challenged to change.

I want to go into depth on all of this..

TBA