an update
here we are again.
I cannot seem to allow all these things go. this was a piece of my life for years.
So, I said an update.
I currently have a job. marketing is a job in its self. and managing. perhaps I have three jobs.
I currently live with the man of my dreams, our two dogs and cat. We are working to buy a house very soon and start our life together. He is sleeping next to me snoring as I type this. I've been on vacation and got off an early sleep pattern. We were friends first but I look back now and realize he's what I've written about all these years. It's crazy. I'm wearing a ring tonight but it's fake. However, it looks so good. I know it will happen when the time is right.
Vacation really was a road trip top see my sister, Ryan and the kids. it's been too long. I love going to see them but my heart hurts so bad when I have to leave.
it's time for bed.