My sky is darker than thine
Yesterday was quite a hard day for me. I had 3 hours of sleep, was arguing with dad in the morning and was late for my uni lecture. I almost fell asleep during those 4 hours I spent in the uni (but the 0.5l coke light I had during my break helped a bit). After my lecture I tried to call Miia, but she just hung up 2 times, so then I went to Elisa. Well, first I went to get coffee in a café at the railway station. I noticed that 650 (the bus to Elisa's) was gone, so I took a 611 and visited in a leather clothing shop called Nahkamaailma in Tammisto. They have leather skirts and the cheapest ones cost 150€. Luckily there came a 55 to the busstop when I was walking by it, so I didn't have to walk so much.
When I was walking through the yard of Veromies school (that is the shortest way) there were some teenagers with mopeds that were shouting "Give me a cigarette!" to me. Elisa and her mum were both at home, but the mum had barely got home from her latino dancing lessons when she went to visit Oscar in the place for badly behaving teenagers where he is and after that to theatre. That lady is always going somewhere and doing something. I was watching TV with Elisa and listening to her guitarplaying. I tried to call to Miia again, but her phone was turned off now. I was a bit annoyed and thinking that why she doesn't want to talk to me.
I left from Elisa's place a bit before 6 PM, but it was too late to get into the shops as those close at 6 PM on saturdays. So I just went to R-kioski and bought one fucking expensive can of Sandels (they didn't have any Karjala there). I was so tired that I fell asleep in the bus and woke up 5min after I would have had to changed the buses to some girl's loud ringtone. I left the bus and tried to call my dad because I would have to have waited the next bus for more than half an hour and I definitely didn't feel like walking about 6km. First he didn't answer and my phone was beeping "Battery very low", but I finally I succeeded to call him before the battery died.
When I came home, I washed off my make up, ate a bit and started taking a nap in the sofa. I woke when Miia's mum called me and asked me if I know where her daughter is. Unfortunately my battery died when I was starting to tell her that I don't know. She called me again when I got my phone working and told me that Miia had left home before noon telling that she was going to shops and hadn't come back yet by 10 PM and her phone was still off. Miia's mum had called to the police, hospitals, friends and relatives but nobody knew where she would be. I was thinking if I should go to search for her with my dog and talking with dad about that when the mum called again and told that Miia is in the Peijas hospital and physically ok.
I went to the sauna and after that I turned my computer on first time that day, started to read my livejournal friendlist and found this, posted at 7:15 AM.
Must have been a week
Since she drew the curtains down
I don't know if it's night or day
And I don't care
Our hope seems so bleak
But she's pulling through somehow
While I'm trembling in dismay, in despair
I can see you're scared and tired of all this
I can see the torment, the damage it has done
Still we both know what the other alternative is
Not yet, the only one
The good moments are brief
And there's nothing I can do
When it comes onto her again
And does it worse
She shivers like a leaf
As the waves of pain heave through
The ruthless bringer of the end
Fears, preserved
I can see you're scared and tired of all this
I can see the torment, the damage she has done
Still we both know what the other alternative is
Not yet, the only one
Don't go yet, don't yet go
Not yet, my only one
Don't go yet, I can't let go
Not yet, my only one
"I can't stop the light from flaming the curtains white."
~Sentenced - Her Last 5 Minutes~
When I was walking through the yard of Veromies school (that is the shortest way) there were some teenagers with mopeds that were shouting "Give me a cigarette!" to me. Elisa and her mum were both at home, but the mum had barely got home from her latino dancing lessons when she went to visit Oscar in the place for badly behaving teenagers where he is and after that to theatre. That lady is always going somewhere and doing something. I was watching TV with Elisa and listening to her guitarplaying. I tried to call to Miia again, but her phone was turned off now. I was a bit annoyed and thinking that why she doesn't want to talk to me.
I left from Elisa's place a bit before 6 PM, but it was too late to get into the shops as those close at 6 PM on saturdays. So I just went to R-kioski and bought one fucking expensive can of Sandels (they didn't have any Karjala there). I was so tired that I fell asleep in the bus and woke up 5min after I would have had to changed the buses to some girl's loud ringtone. I left the bus and tried to call my dad because I would have to have waited the next bus for more than half an hour and I definitely didn't feel like walking about 6km. First he didn't answer and my phone was beeping "Battery very low", but I finally I succeeded to call him before the battery died.
When I came home, I washed off my make up, ate a bit and started taking a nap in the sofa. I woke when Miia's mum called me and asked me if I know where her daughter is. Unfortunately my battery died when I was starting to tell her that I don't know. She called me again when I got my phone working and told me that Miia had left home before noon telling that she was going to shops and hadn't come back yet by 10 PM and her phone was still off. Miia's mum had called to the police, hospitals, friends and relatives but nobody knew where she would be. I was thinking if I should go to search for her with my dog and talking with dad about that when the mum called again and told that Miia is in the Peijas hospital and physically ok.
I went to the sauna and after that I turned my computer on first time that day, started to read my livejournal friendlist and found this, posted at 7:15 AM.
Must have been a week
Since she drew the curtains down
I don't know if it's night or day
And I don't care
Our hope seems so bleak
But she's pulling through somehow
While I'm trembling in dismay, in despair
I can see you're scared and tired of all this
I can see the torment, the damage it has done
Still we both know what the other alternative is
Not yet, the only one
The good moments are brief
And there's nothing I can do
When it comes onto her again
And does it worse
She shivers like a leaf
As the waves of pain heave through
The ruthless bringer of the end
Fears, preserved
I can see you're scared and tired of all this
I can see the torment, the damage she has done
Still we both know what the other alternative is
Not yet, the only one
Don't go yet, don't yet go
Not yet, my only one
Don't go yet, I can't let go
Not yet, my only one
"I can't stop the light from flaming the curtains white."
~Sentenced - Her Last 5 Minutes~