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i think guys go through something that's pretty similar to pms. and we got mood swings a lot too. as friday started off well, i felt i steered the wrong direction after Cat pretended not to know what our bet was over msn. i don't think it was that which got me upset at all. i didnt even know what was bothering me. all i knew is that i was at my beauty's house with steph and i couldnt think of what pictures to take and how all i wanted was for everyone to dissapear but her. the week had been great i think. apprently i was cute and stuff heh. though friday mustve ended it for me. and for her too. i fucked up i think. i put thoughts in her mind. doubts cause of my doubts. not good . considering i don't have any. ive never doubted my feelings. i knew from day one that i was in control. bah whatever.
here's to you:
no doubts. never. i get in moods sometimes. but thats greed i think. wanting you all the time. no sleep last night cause all i thought about was how it could and might be and longed for it. am i off my mood? heh. well...perhaps i am.
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hope you guys had fun today, shopping and what not. im off pretty soon to a boring b day party where im sure il be yelled at later for not socialzing with my grandparents. sigh. i shaved. i think that was my highlight of the day. facinating hmm?
i'm done.
i don't even know if anyone even reads my journals...well...they are for me so :P
here's to you:
no doubts. never. i get in moods sometimes. but thats greed i think. wanting you all the time. no sleep last night cause all i thought about was how it could and might be and longed for it. am i off my mood? heh. well...perhaps i am.
end
hope you guys had fun today, shopping and what not. im off pretty soon to a boring b day party where im sure il be yelled at later for not socialzing with my grandparents. sigh. i shaved. i think that was my highlight of the day. facinating hmm?
i'm done.
i don't even know if anyone even reads my journals...well...they are for me so :P