....mistakes....

Aug 28, 2004 01:53

Dear Friend,
I dont know how i mess up so much, but i do....it seems to be a problem i have, doing things that i dont have to, or in this case telling someone something that i shouldn't have....cause then it will end up getting back to the person who wasn't supposed to know about it....i accidently told mike what was going on, and yeah, i think im screwed now....i think i finally did it, i messed up pretty big on this one....and dont feel too inclined to get it back cause something keeps happening and it always ends....no one knows what im talking about, they can't possibly have a clue....i want my stupid license so bad....anyways, ill write to you later, just needed someone/thing to talk to without causing more problems.....i pray that god will help me through this and that i have not lost my way again, i was doing really good for a while.....i mean i didn't sin, i just messed up and opened my mouth, cause i wasn't saying anything bad, i just said the wrong thing at the wrong time to the wrong person....anyways....lets hope im not dead before the first day of school, i wanted to see how tomorrow would turn out....lol, i dug myself into a whole and cant get out anywhere.....Night....byes....pray for me....
Love always,
Chad
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