Friends
My room is often the worst its ever been. My whole personality is so out of control, abounding insecurity, can't take anything, don't really cry all the time or anything, just pouting.
Lit today was good which is good but my future is not calling me which means stagnancy. I'm too upset to try and improve my situation. There are people giving me all this help from every side, well not every side, but some, and I just don't do anything. This will take so long to get over.
I can't wait to get my apatite back because I know I will sometime. I can't wait till I ever actually do get fit over a summer. I know I'll stay that way forever.
But my boy is good and I like him, good fallback, never tells me I'm fat, always takes me out to dinner and prom, wants me, always tells me stories, and never doesn't call. So that's good.
Lit today was good which is good but my future is not calling me which means stagnancy. I'm too upset to try and improve my situation. There are people giving me all this help from every side, well not every side, but some, and I just don't do anything. This will take so long to get over.
I can't wait to get my apatite back because I know I will sometime. I can't wait till I ever actually do get fit over a summer. I know I'll stay that way forever.
But my boy is good and I like him, good fallback, never tells me I'm fat, always takes me out to dinner and prom, wants me, always tells me stories, and never doesn't call. So that's good.