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i don't even know what to say.
i feel like my life right now is so polarized.
i'm either sitting dead center into antisocial apartments or i'm being raped by frat boys while trying to help my puking friend into a cab.
i'm either super happy and excited about college or crying on alex's shoulder like a fucking faucet.
to summarize:
i got up at 12 this morning as i had no class until 2. i met jeffrey siegel from the country school [my elementary school] and had lunch with him and his super nice friend named emily from harvard westlake. she's really sweet.
i had drawing after where i actually created something halfway decent for once.
i went back to the radisson with becca and hung out with her roomate nora and this other girl chelsea.
i called campus cruiser at 8 to take me back to my apartment.
i proceeded to get ready for a night out on row.
at 10 we left and walked to the row. we met some really older looking juniors and seniors. it's hard to tell whether they were just being nice or they were looking for some action.
we hit frat after frat. it's so easy to get in if you're a girl and "hot". lots of alcohol. [sex on the beach was pretty good]. got warm and fuzzy. creepy frat guys hit on us. part their arms around me. were really gross.
my friend chelsea was so fucking drunk. i've honestly never seen anyone that drunk before. she was offering to fuck every guy she saw. we proceeded to follow this girl Alex, a girl i met named jenna's friend to this place called The Mansion. it's basically this uber cool modern apartment complex that isn't owned by USC.
then chelsea got super sick. threw up everywhere. it was disgusting. we had to drag her down the stairs. called a cab. the cabbie argued with us that he couldn't take a drunk/sick girl home but we paid him extra and took chelsea home to the radisson.
alex [the girl] and i got a cab together, not before some total freak chic went up to us and asked us if we had any "BA". alex the girl proceeded to trade "a bump for a nug"
i am finally home.
i am freaked out.
i had fun at some points. i was absolutely terrified at other points.
right now i just want to go home. high school parties are nothing compared to this. i feel like i just dove into a pool of freezing water.
yes, right now i want to go home and curl up in a ball on my bed with alex and my kitty.
i feel like my life right now is so polarized.
i'm either sitting dead center into antisocial apartments or i'm being raped by frat boys while trying to help my puking friend into a cab.
i'm either super happy and excited about college or crying on alex's shoulder like a fucking faucet.
to summarize:
i got up at 12 this morning as i had no class until 2. i met jeffrey siegel from the country school [my elementary school] and had lunch with him and his super nice friend named emily from harvard westlake. she's really sweet.
i had drawing after where i actually created something halfway decent for once.
i went back to the radisson with becca and hung out with her roomate nora and this other girl chelsea.
i called campus cruiser at 8 to take me back to my apartment.
i proceeded to get ready for a night out on row.
at 10 we left and walked to the row. we met some really older looking juniors and seniors. it's hard to tell whether they were just being nice or they were looking for some action.
we hit frat after frat. it's so easy to get in if you're a girl and "hot". lots of alcohol. [sex on the beach was pretty good]. got warm and fuzzy. creepy frat guys hit on us. part their arms around me. were really gross.
my friend chelsea was so fucking drunk. i've honestly never seen anyone that drunk before. she was offering to fuck every guy she saw. we proceeded to follow this girl Alex, a girl i met named jenna's friend to this place called The Mansion. it's basically this uber cool modern apartment complex that isn't owned by USC.
then chelsea got super sick. threw up everywhere. it was disgusting. we had to drag her down the stairs. called a cab. the cabbie argued with us that he couldn't take a drunk/sick girl home but we paid him extra and took chelsea home to the radisson.
alex [the girl] and i got a cab together, not before some total freak chic went up to us and asked us if we had any "BA". alex the girl proceeded to trade "a bump for a nug"
i am finally home.
i am freaked out.
i had fun at some points. i was absolutely terrified at other points.
right now i just want to go home. high school parties are nothing compared to this. i feel like i just dove into a pool of freezing water.
yes, right now i want to go home and curl up in a ball on my bed with alex and my kitty.