revelations
i've had an interesting few days. with many revelations.
revelation #1. i think i get along with guys better than girls
-aside from my close friends i find girls bitchy, hypocritical, sneaky, deceitful and malicious. i spent all saturday night with the two alex's and i had more fun than i've had in a long time. they're both smart and funny and i was noticing something amazing that guys tend to do. alex n. would compliment my alex on any of his skills or talents, he'd point out things he could do well and everything, without a hint of jealousy or some reverse fishing for compliment seeking purpose. for the most part, girls don't do that. and it's very strange.
-last night this guy named john from my sculpture class came over to complete some project with my two roomates and he ended up staying til 4 in the morning talking to all of us. and he was hilarious and sweet and had no qualms about dishing out compliments, or making good points or joking about things. i think guys, unless they're trying to get laid, have no ulterior motives. which is really refreshing. john's a really good friend, and even though he can be super flirtatious at some points, he was just totally [sounding very MTV of me] real.
revelation #2
-on march 24 alex and i will have been going out for a year. it makes me infinitly happy.
revelation #3
-i really have no idea who i am. or more like, i have no idea who people see me as. i feel that people who don't know me see me as seriously awkward, slightly nerdy and kind of lame. i was talking to john about this last night and he told me that his first impression of me was that i was really cool, self confident and totally intimidating. wtf? that's my response. how can i have been so way off? or how can he/other people be so way off? in general, wtf?
revelation #4
-rainy days are meant for staying home. i've become a terrible student-as in, i skipped every single linguistics lecture, the linguistics lab and 1 digital tools class last week. and i've started off this week by skipping all my monday classes. or, by skipping them, i mean, sleeping through them. but it's raining, and it's cozy in here and at 5:00 ima go eat some birthday cake for my friend jessica's birthday. and there's a 2 hr 24 marathon tonight. and nothing says goodtimes like rainy nights, 24 and birthday cake
revelation #5
-i should just be jessica alba. or at least steal her oscar dress
revelation #6
-you can get paid for doing absolutely nothing. i have a job, basically a secretarial [i.e. doing bitchwork] job for the usc school of marketing which happens to be at the usc school of accounting building. i get paid 8.25 an hour, i sit around every tuesdays, thursdays and fridays, eating food, going online, shopping online and doing homework. every once in a while some teacher comes in asking me to make 60 copies of something, but that's pretty much the busy work highlight of the day. i am literally getting paid 8.25 an hour to go to elle.com and look at the ready to wear and haute couture runways shows from fashion week. i can't decide if that's awesome or seriously lame
p.s. i had to make 3 movie posters for the movie "one deadly summer" for my design class, and if you want to see them, go here:
http://photobucket.com/albums/a22/attempted/?action=view¤t=version5scaryface.jpg
http://photobucket.com/albums/a22/attempted/?action=view¤t=version3realcopy.jpg
http://photobucket.com/albums/a22/attempted/?action=view¤t=AdVersion1forprinting.jpg
revelation #1. i think i get along with guys better than girls
-aside from my close friends i find girls bitchy, hypocritical, sneaky, deceitful and malicious. i spent all saturday night with the two alex's and i had more fun than i've had in a long time. they're both smart and funny and i was noticing something amazing that guys tend to do. alex n. would compliment my alex on any of his skills or talents, he'd point out things he could do well and everything, without a hint of jealousy or some reverse fishing for compliment seeking purpose. for the most part, girls don't do that. and it's very strange.
-last night this guy named john from my sculpture class came over to complete some project with my two roomates and he ended up staying til 4 in the morning talking to all of us. and he was hilarious and sweet and had no qualms about dishing out compliments, or making good points or joking about things. i think guys, unless they're trying to get laid, have no ulterior motives. which is really refreshing. john's a really good friend, and even though he can be super flirtatious at some points, he was just totally [sounding very MTV of me] real.
revelation #2
-on march 24 alex and i will have been going out for a year. it makes me infinitly happy.
revelation #3
-i really have no idea who i am. or more like, i have no idea who people see me as. i feel that people who don't know me see me as seriously awkward, slightly nerdy and kind of lame. i was talking to john about this last night and he told me that his first impression of me was that i was really cool, self confident and totally intimidating. wtf? that's my response. how can i have been so way off? or how can he/other people be so way off? in general, wtf?
revelation #4
-rainy days are meant for staying home. i've become a terrible student-as in, i skipped every single linguistics lecture, the linguistics lab and 1 digital tools class last week. and i've started off this week by skipping all my monday classes. or, by skipping them, i mean, sleeping through them. but it's raining, and it's cozy in here and at 5:00 ima go eat some birthday cake for my friend jessica's birthday. and there's a 2 hr 24 marathon tonight. and nothing says goodtimes like rainy nights, 24 and birthday cake
revelation #5
-i should just be jessica alba. or at least steal her oscar dress
revelation #6
-you can get paid for doing absolutely nothing. i have a job, basically a secretarial [i.e. doing bitchwork] job for the usc school of marketing which happens to be at the usc school of accounting building. i get paid 8.25 an hour, i sit around every tuesdays, thursdays and fridays, eating food, going online, shopping online and doing homework. every once in a while some teacher comes in asking me to make 60 copies of something, but that's pretty much the busy work highlight of the day. i am literally getting paid 8.25 an hour to go to elle.com and look at the ready to wear and haute couture runways shows from fashion week. i can't decide if that's awesome or seriously lame
p.s. i had to make 3 movie posters for the movie "one deadly summer" for my design class, and if you want to see them, go here:
http://photobucket.com/albums/a22/attempted/?action=view¤t=version5scaryface.jpg
http://photobucket.com/albums/a22/attempted/?action=view¤t=version3realcopy.jpg
http://photobucket.com/albums/a22/attempted/?action=view¤t=AdVersion1forprinting.jpg
