"Experience House" The Journey Part II

Mar 04, 2005 11:47

From March 3, 2005

Once this happens, taking gay and lesbians as an example, you can not take it way. Today's generation is accustomed to this lifestyle, which is quite opposite the opinion of our oldest generations of power. Power is shifting and how do we play a part? How do we do it, instilling the values, ethics, and morals of old back into the new? Not forgetting all of the lost ones in between?

This is what The Experience House is all about.

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Now, having previously stating this at the end of my last entry, I had time to really consider the depth of this statement. Truth be known, as it already is, reality is whatever you make of it.

So many times over the past three months, I knew my mothers reality and mine were different. No one will truly ever know my true reality, except me. I know it to the exact depths of it's despair and the broken rungs before me to help climb back up.

To me, the broken rungs are represented by social image, employment opportunities, cooking skills, health choices, background, support system, family distance, trust issues, emotional imbalance, spiritual bankruptcy, credit debt, future interest rates, job satisfaction, depression, loneliness, age, non-repairable relationships, lack of knowledge in regards to home ownership, insurance, taxes, business taxes, overhead, maintenance, and the list goes on.

To me what I see before me is a mountain to climb that is greater than any other. I will struggle, and most likely in the beginning. I can not let that weigh me down. I am the creator of my own reality. Doing this I can do and create anything I want, but only when I am financially secure. That isn't happening for a while.

Long windy road awaits.

And so to does my dream of my life's purpose.
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