Nov 17, 2006 23:48
Feeling anti-social, I was going to explore the city tonight and clear my head of all the choas that is my life. HA! Yea right. I came home again, sat down and opened up that fucking book and decided tonight would be a good night to get drunk. My fucking knee is hurting so bad, I am on the last weeks worth of pills which make me sick but i take them anyways to kill the pain and now they are shit to me. so liquor is the next best thing and cleaning and drawing on my body for the evening. right now I want to go out side with every piece of glass I can find and smash it. I love to hear stuff break and I like to break stuff. does that mean i am distructive? enough of me im off to go do dishes drunk.