im back
decided to pick the lj back up. myspace doesnt really cut it for the thought provoking thought entries really, sure there are blogs, but no one cares about those, livejournal is all about that. which i happen to think is cool
havnt done a damn thing all summer, its been me and my computer for the most part, and in the past week ive seen more people than i have all summer, damn grange fair. you can say its gay, but regardless you will see people you know, and you will have a good time if you take the thumb out of your butt and drive over there.
aside from that, i do have a job, im the dish washer at eatin park. half shitty job really, i dont mind dealing with all the yucky food you leave on your plate, its just the fact that im anti-social and one of the two minors who works there, so i feel awkward just trying to talk to someone who works there. during the interview i was told that i could get 6.75 or 7.00 an hour, which sounded good cause i would have been getting 8.00 an hour if olive garden hired me. HOWEVER i am making the barefuck minimum wage 5.15 an hour. whats up with that? you tell me sonneh
all the girls i end up liking and considering wanting to go out with them always have just one thing wrong that erks me, i guarantee its the same with all guys, but i honestly there is no one that is literally "perfect" for me, maybe im just being dense and shallow, and maybe im looking for an excuse to not commit to having a girlfriend and dealing with all that shit. maybe if i had better relationships in the past (all 2 or 3 of them) anti-social jonny ftw
regardless of what i may lead on, im not emo in anyway, i love life, love people for the most part, and generally a carefree person
and yet i have that sense of me that doesnt want to hang out with anyone, or do anything, and surprisingly to me, no one doesnt have a problem with that
i dont really know what i want to do, i have no plans for almost anything, i take whatever comes at me, deal with it, and wait for the next thing to come and slam me in the face
deftones is thought provoking music i guess, hahah
thats enough for now, i always get thinking alot at the early hours of the morning, so perhaps i will be seeing you more mr lj
- jonneh
havnt done a damn thing all summer, its been me and my computer for the most part, and in the past week ive seen more people than i have all summer, damn grange fair. you can say its gay, but regardless you will see people you know, and you will have a good time if you take the thumb out of your butt and drive over there.
aside from that, i do have a job, im the dish washer at eatin park. half shitty job really, i dont mind dealing with all the yucky food you leave on your plate, its just the fact that im anti-social and one of the two minors who works there, so i feel awkward just trying to talk to someone who works there. during the interview i was told that i could get 6.75 or 7.00 an hour, which sounded good cause i would have been getting 8.00 an hour if olive garden hired me. HOWEVER i am making the barefuck minimum wage 5.15 an hour. whats up with that? you tell me sonneh
all the girls i end up liking and considering wanting to go out with them always have just one thing wrong that erks me, i guarantee its the same with all guys, but i honestly there is no one that is literally "perfect" for me, maybe im just being dense and shallow, and maybe im looking for an excuse to not commit to having a girlfriend and dealing with all that shit. maybe if i had better relationships in the past (all 2 or 3 of them) anti-social jonny ftw
regardless of what i may lead on, im not emo in anyway, i love life, love people for the most part, and generally a carefree person
and yet i have that sense of me that doesnt want to hang out with anyone, or do anything, and surprisingly to me, no one doesnt have a problem with that
i dont really know what i want to do, i have no plans for almost anything, i take whatever comes at me, deal with it, and wait for the next thing to come and slam me in the face
deftones is thought provoking music i guess, hahah
thats enough for now, i always get thinking alot at the early hours of the morning, so perhaps i will be seeing you more mr lj
- jonneh