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[roulette_manic]

as you can tell from the music for what my mood is
i feel like complete shit
i may be sick, could be shit that im thinking about
i hope its not be being lonely, because if i feel like this when im lonely, its going to be a shit summer
it could be none of this too...
im so fucking confused again
it keeps coming back to me sitting here trying to think of something but to no avail
for one day i wish i knew why i was feeling like i was for the entire day
...
im sorry, you dont need to be reading this
*sigh*
i hope things get better
goodnight
- jon