Jan 29, 2006 20:36
Hey all, how's things? I'm...ok i suppose...yeah only ok.
See something's bugging me about my relationship with mel. It's not really her, more like one of her friends, Ryan (Peter will know him, and he's a complete ass). The guy...i dunno but he spends more time with her than i do, and i know that he used to like her, and i know he's jealous of me, and those two don't mix well in my head. Although i know he bugs mel a bit, she's just too nice to say anything to make him go away. I'd do it...but he's been mel's friend since she was like, 8, so it's not my place. But not only does he see her a lot, but he invades her privacy too...it's like i was sending mel a message tonight and he replies o.O That really pissed me off...i mean now i can't even send her messages without him invading. And he always calls her when she comes over to my house, and it's getting to the point where i'm just gonna really tell him to fuck off. Adding to the message thing (and the catalyst to this entry) is that mel sent me a message just then saying that her and him and a couple of others have gone to the city! And now i'm like...what the fuck is happening here...cause mel's always saying that i don't go out enough, and now she goes out (to a place where me and her always go together with the group) without even thinking to invite me along. I just feel like he's having more of an influence on her than normal lately, he's contacting her more also. I'm not being jealous and i'd never suspect mel of cheating, but i'm getting more suspicious of that idiot as each week goes.
I think i need some advice here, or else something's gonna happen.
No lyrics today...i don't feel like it.