had I died?

[roughsex]

With the very real probability that my writing had, yes, I suppose i had. I am still the prefuse of a chaotic web, much like the internet itself. Warbled words, jumbled pictures, memes and sexual proclivities. but what you might not know is that I tried to commit suicide last year. I had to call 911 and the house was full of emergency responders

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[theraevyn]

Why do you think I keep talking about a gypsy bus? Don't think for a minute we all don't want, for just a minute, to run away and disappear. But here we are. Absorbing it all bits at a time and trying to make sense of the chaos. I'm still here. I think about writing far more than I ever actually do it. I talk like I do it. ha. I think about it and end up not because it's all so exhausting.

Love you and your crazy. Since back in the day. <3

[dabble]

Some tangentially shared thoughts of being away. I often dream of houses I've never been to, or more obviously, of moving. I drive by rental properties, and imagine the cost. Like shifting would absolve me of my woes and responsibilities. I don't think so.

I'm glad you are still here.