god hates me
wednesday i came home from school sick. thursday i was worse. friday, even worse. as of now, im still not feeling much better.
usually im not bad about being sick. i absolutly hate the fact that i cant do anything, but i deal with it. but this time it was 834263846379468 times worse. of corse its just my luck to get sick over a long weekend. not only that, but a long weekend that i was supposed to go skiing with my family and some of my best friends i havent seen in forever. i was so excited and then i have to go and get sick. of corse.
i swear god hates me. with a passion. whenever something good is going to come my way, like a nice weekend or a fun time with friends, something always comes up. always. without fail. skiing with girl scouts? too much hw. retreat? cancelled due to inclement weather. weekend skiing in PA? i get a fever and die. its just not fair.
its not even the fact that i couldnt go skiing. its the fact that i had to lay in bed all weekend while everyone else was out having a great time. i mean, the highlight of my weekend was when secret window was playing on HBO. i just cant stand not doing anything, and thats exactly what i have been doing for the past 6 days. so not fair. i cant wait until i get better. then i can go back to school and back to hating it. at least its more intresting then what im doing now.
oh yeah and becuase of my not-eating due to this sickness or whatever it is, i lost five pounds. in five days. i dont know anything about losing/gaining weight, but that cant possibly be healthy. especially because now i just barely weigh 100 pounds...
usually im not bad about being sick. i absolutly hate the fact that i cant do anything, but i deal with it. but this time it was 834263846379468 times worse. of corse its just my luck to get sick over a long weekend. not only that, but a long weekend that i was supposed to go skiing with my family and some of my best friends i havent seen in forever. i was so excited and then i have to go and get sick. of corse.
i swear god hates me. with a passion. whenever something good is going to come my way, like a nice weekend or a fun time with friends, something always comes up. always. without fail. skiing with girl scouts? too much hw. retreat? cancelled due to inclement weather. weekend skiing in PA? i get a fever and die. its just not fair.
its not even the fact that i couldnt go skiing. its the fact that i had to lay in bed all weekend while everyone else was out having a great time. i mean, the highlight of my weekend was when secret window was playing on HBO. i just cant stand not doing anything, and thats exactly what i have been doing for the past 6 days. so not fair. i cant wait until i get better. then i can go back to school and back to hating it. at least its more intresting then what im doing now.
oh yeah and becuase of my not-eating due to this sickness or whatever it is, i lost five pounds. in five days. i dont know anything about losing/gaining weight, but that cant possibly be healthy. especially because now i just barely weigh 100 pounds...