I AM IN A VERY BAD MOOD RIGHT NOW BUT I CANT GET THE STUPID ANGRY FACE TO WORK
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I HAVE TO VENT BEFORE I KILL SOMEONE. I AM IN SUCH A BAD MOOD, AND ITS PRETTY DAMN HARD TO GET ME IN A BAD MOOD. ill start from the beginning. i guess ill get the good news out of the way first.
volleyball game vs. cranford today. varsity won. yay varsity. so then its JVs turn to play. i was so excited about the game, and when i found out that i was starting, i couldnt hide my happiness. i had been hoping to start all year, but i didnt think i would. so i was really excited when the game started. and i got even more excited when we started winning.
then it was all downhill from there.
first coach screwed up, and it turns out she accidently switched mine and danielle k positions without our knowledge. so we lost like 349587234095 points because we werent in the right spots and we had no idea what the hell was going on. so we lost that game, but we didnt play all that badly. so our spirits were dampened a bit for the second game, but we still tried out best.
so second game starts. i got to play in that one also, which surprised me. so the game starts and not only is the cranford crowd (mainly made up of some ASSHOLES that go to the school) screaming during serves (during whcih you are supposed to be SILENT), but they were also screaming our numbers, laughing when we messed up, and being total jerks.
now i NEVER let a crowd affect the way i play. NEVER. ive been playing sports since i was six and i have never ever ever let a crowd get to me before. i am usually the one who is not annoyed by the crowd, and tries to calm everyone else down. but what these guys were screaming was just totally degrading.
and the referres did absolutly nothing. why? because they are GUYS that have no idea what it is like to be screamed at while you are trying to concentrate on a game. after all, they probably did the same thing when they were in high school. i mean, why else would they become referees for girls volleyball (in which, by the way, we usually wear short shirts and spandex)?
i so wish i could have just could have done something. but if i did so much as say one thing to the guys on the sidelines, i would be out of the game and on probation. but they can say whatever the hell they want to me and not get in the slightest bit of trouble. go figure.
just to give you an idea of how angry i was, if i had a knife those guys would be nothing more then a bloody pile of garbage on the floor. and if i went to jail for the rest of my life i woulndt care because i would be able to live off the satisfaction of killing them for the rest of my life.
lets just thank god i didnt have a knife.
oh yeah and addition to all the shit going on on the sidelines, we lost the game. i made one really nice hit, only to be told i hit the net, which i am 100% sure i didnt. just so you all know, when you hit the net, you lose a point for your team. I SHOULD JUST GIVE UP!!!!!!!!!!!!! it sure would be a hell of a lot easier.
DAMNIT IM STILL ANGRY. THIS DIDNT HELP AT ALL.
I HAVE TO VENT BEFORE I KILL SOMEONE. I AM IN SUCH A BAD MOOD, AND ITS PRETTY DAMN HARD TO GET ME IN A BAD MOOD. ill start from the beginning. i guess ill get the good news out of the way first.
volleyball game vs. cranford today. varsity won. yay varsity. so then its JVs turn to play. i was so excited about the game, and when i found out that i was starting, i couldnt hide my happiness. i had been hoping to start all year, but i didnt think i would. so i was really excited when the game started. and i got even more excited when we started winning.
then it was all downhill from there.
first coach screwed up, and it turns out she accidently switched mine and danielle k positions without our knowledge. so we lost like 349587234095 points because we werent in the right spots and we had no idea what the hell was going on. so we lost that game, but we didnt play all that badly. so our spirits were dampened a bit for the second game, but we still tried out best.
so second game starts. i got to play in that one also, which surprised me. so the game starts and not only is the cranford crowd (mainly made up of some ASSHOLES that go to the school) screaming during serves (during whcih you are supposed to be SILENT), but they were also screaming our numbers, laughing when we messed up, and being total jerks.
now i NEVER let a crowd affect the way i play. NEVER. ive been playing sports since i was six and i have never ever ever let a crowd get to me before. i am usually the one who is not annoyed by the crowd, and tries to calm everyone else down. but what these guys were screaming was just totally degrading.
and the referres did absolutly nothing. why? because they are GUYS that have no idea what it is like to be screamed at while you are trying to concentrate on a game. after all, they probably did the same thing when they were in high school. i mean, why else would they become referees for girls volleyball (in which, by the way, we usually wear short shirts and spandex)?
i so wish i could have just could have done something. but if i did so much as say one thing to the guys on the sidelines, i would be out of the game and on probation. but they can say whatever the hell they want to me and not get in the slightest bit of trouble. go figure.
just to give you an idea of how angry i was, if i had a knife those guys would be nothing more then a bloody pile of garbage on the floor. and if i went to jail for the rest of my life i woulndt care because i would be able to live off the satisfaction of killing them for the rest of my life.
lets just thank god i didnt have a knife.
oh yeah and addition to all the shit going on on the sidelines, we lost the game. i made one really nice hit, only to be told i hit the net, which i am 100% sure i didnt. just so you all know, when you hit the net, you lose a point for your team. I SHOULD JUST GIVE UP!!!!!!!!!!!!! it sure would be a hell of a lot easier.
DAMNIT IM STILL ANGRY. THIS DIDNT HELP AT ALL.