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i really miss living in lincoln park sometimes.
i could just walk to the zoo or the lake and it would take 2 minutes to get there.
i hate the fact that i can dream sometimes. there is a lot of unfinished business in my life that will probably never be resolved.
i just don't know how to accept that.
i've been going to church lately. it's hard to not want to break down and say help me freal this time. it really does keep me sane and it's somewhere that i feel ...somewhat real.
i am going to use the summer to get a 2nd job i think and take internet classes instead.
but i'm dedicated to making this the best summer yet.
i could just walk to the zoo or the lake and it would take 2 minutes to get there.
i hate the fact that i can dream sometimes. there is a lot of unfinished business in my life that will probably never be resolved.
i just don't know how to accept that.
i've been going to church lately. it's hard to not want to break down and say help me freal this time. it really does keep me sane and it's somewhere that i feel ...somewhat real.
i am going to use the summer to get a 2nd job i think and take internet classes instead.
but i'm dedicated to making this the best summer yet.