Sep 24, 2004 20:56
there is so much shit that is going through my head. me n my mom have been fighting so much. sometimes i just really dont want to be me anymore. things between my dad and stepmom or whatever the fuck you want to call her are at a "standstill" as they call it. omggggg why cant things just go back to normal. a year a go my life was perfect. and in the past year everything has seemed to gone wrong. my senior year. haa thats a joke. does anyone know what its like to loose all your close friends, including best friend since 9th grade, the summer before your senior year? yeah well if you didnt know.. its pretty fucking shitty. theres just so much. i cant even write. whatever. have a nice night everyone