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goshhhh there is so much going through my head. i havent written in like a week. my head has been spinning.
well lets see where to even start-
school has started, and its ok i guess i dont mind it im only there three periods so its not even a bother to me. i have totally easy classes so hopefully everything will go well.
my dad and my stepmom are getting divorced.
yep my 6th divorce to go through, wish me luck, cause i dont know how im gunna make it through this one. i love my stepmom so much and if you're close to me then you know what im talking about. she has been in my life for so long. since i was in 4th grade. it was such a shock to me because i really didnt think they would ever break up i thought theyd be together forever. i guess it just goes to show you that //nothing lasts forever\\ ive been really upset since ive found, its gunna be hard in the upcomming months. i just cant picture her dating anyone else, or even my dad being with anyone else. and she just cant be out of my life completely because she is like my second mom. i just dont know what to think. i know im never gettin married, because i dont want to put my kids through what ive been through in my life because its hard and really it just sucks.
oahh yeah and the car i mention in the previous entry.. yeah not happening, which totally sucksss because i soo got my hopes up =[ o well
everything happens for a reason
i guess??
but everything ive been through so far has yet to show any reasoning =/
on to a new subject.. i started my first bcc class tonight, it was alright, everything i knew it would be. nothing special. hopefully i pass. i have two more classes tomorrow. one at 1 untill 345 then another at 6 tomorrow night. i really hope i cant handle all of it.
well im a little tired so comment and ill read later
haha yeah right no one ever comments=[
[ex,oh]Manda
<333
letting go is my life..
..i'll be on my way.
well lets see where to even start-
school has started, and its ok i guess i dont mind it im only there three periods so its not even a bother to me. i have totally easy classes so hopefully everything will go well.
my dad and my stepmom are getting divorced.
yep my 6th divorce to go through, wish me luck, cause i dont know how im gunna make it through this one. i love my stepmom so much and if you're close to me then you know what im talking about. she has been in my life for so long. since i was in 4th grade. it was such a shock to me because i really didnt think they would ever break up i thought theyd be together forever. i guess it just goes to show you that //nothing lasts forever\\ ive been really upset since ive found, its gunna be hard in the upcomming months. i just cant picture her dating anyone else, or even my dad being with anyone else. and she just cant be out of my life completely because she is like my second mom. i just dont know what to think. i know im never gettin married, because i dont want to put my kids through what ive been through in my life because its hard and really it just sucks.
oahh yeah and the car i mention in the previous entry.. yeah not happening, which totally sucksss because i soo got my hopes up =[ o well
everything happens for a reason
i guess??
but everything ive been through so far has yet to show any reasoning =/
on to a new subject.. i started my first bcc class tonight, it was alright, everything i knew it would be. nothing special. hopefully i pass. i have two more classes tomorrow. one at 1 untill 345 then another at 6 tomorrow night. i really hope i cant handle all of it.
well im a little tired so comment and ill read later
haha yeah right no one ever comments=[
[ex,oh]Manda
<333
letting go is my life..
..i'll be on my way.