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[rough_love]

I dont get why I feel like this I know better I know better than to allow my feelings to get involved....but I still allow it I still enable the behavior...why not give up?!? Why continue to hurt over and over?!? Do I just look past it cause I think life will be easier if I keep my mouth shut....im no longer living that life its ok to let go and just be yourself....if you dont like it....no is an okay answer i dont get why life has to be this difficult...I do good for myself I work hard and i play harder...but its time to save...start over this time do it right....not worry about anyone but myself...blah now im rambling and not focused my issue so this is the end of that....ps love can not and should never be rekindled!!!!

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